When Chapter 36 most thinks mother
„Mom, this is Mei side, I had not told you before, he relates the best friend besides the summer reason with me, today is also he accompanies me to come to see you together. You must protect him well, do not make nearby monster bully him.”
„......”
The forest had pushed Mei side a shoulder, „I said that stupidly is gawking doing, notified my mother!”
„flatter and aunt are good! I called the plum the side...... I...... am the good friend who the forest had.”
Mei side gazes at tombstone Shanglin to have mother's picture, she smiled brightly, Mei side does not know at once suddenly said what good.
At this time, the forest had closed the eye suddenly, „thinks” was saying low voice the plum can hear the clear words.
„Mom, I and you said. I and Mei side quarrel today...... am I play the temperament in first, but the plum side to comfort me to I apologize. I am very guilty, therefore hopes that you help me pass on to Mei side, I want to tell him sorry, hopes that he can forgive me.”
The forest had to say, then opened the eye to inquire Mei side, „did you hear my mother and you speak?”
Mei side nods, „she told me, although her daughter forest has is very mischievously very violent bad girl, but hopes I can forgive much, takes care of her well......”
The forest had is blushing to Mei Fanglai a fist, „my mother was impossible saying that such words, you gave me again quite of pleasant to hear!”
Mei side and forest had kid around were completing worshipping that had mother.
When the plum side busy in packing preparation leaves, the forest had actually to stop in the tombstone of mother next door.
„What's wrong?”
The forest has is gazing around tombstone.
„The paternal grandmother in next door, no one has worshipped...... me not to see that on probably for a long time this year here tombstone has traded the new yellow paper and offering.”
„Possibly was the family member is too busy , without the time to come...... or to move.”
„This paternal grandmother is quite pitiful.”
The forest had was saying then took a small apple on mother's offering stage, before placed the next door tombstone respectfully the incense burner .
„You did not fear that mother is angry?”
„Mother and this paternal grandmother are neighbors, they usually should often speak, but divides an apple should no relations.”
The forest had points at the picture saying that „you saw my mother to smile such happily, she certainly was not the mean-spirited person.”
„Yes.”
Mei side approves the view that the forest had, when is planning to leave, the forest has is drawing Mei side the arm.
„Worries? I see mother with great difficulty, are many here later.”
Mei side looked up, the present weather is cloudy, he actually somewhat worried can rain.
„Good...... depends on you.”
The forest has and Mei side sits in mother tombstone small stone platform step, is talking about some no trivial topics.

But also said to mother listens.
End, the forest had asks Mei side suddenly, „Mei does side, you fear death?”
„Un...... feared, naturally fears.”
Mei side nods earnestly, „that is very painful matter, particularly sudden dies.”
„Said seems you to experience is the same.”
„That not.”
The forest had treated as teasing the real soul talk of plum side, has not continued this topic.
„I felt, after the person died, the posterity or the friends and relatives worship, at this time had not calculated dead completely, for example mother this, she also lives in me and father.”
„Un...... is this.”
„But, if I and my father also died, perhaps some of our still others remember, mother no one remembered.”
The sound that the forest has sounds very sad.
„Waited till that time, mother like that paternal grandmother in next door, no one will worship, no one remembered.”
Death altogether three times of person, this is very common view.
But the forest has the small age to understand that this truth, truly is very extraordinary.
„But, that does not have the matter of means......”
„No, I do not want like this.”
The forest seemed to have strengthens anything to be determined, „I later grew up, I can lead my child to see mother. I must tell my child, this is his grandmother, is mother's mother. If I later left, he cannot light/only remember to worship me, but must remember that worships my mother.”
Listens firm words that the forest has, plum side somewhat inexplicable feeling.
In the Heavenly Dynasty culture, we have god veneration nearly to the ancestor, the ancestor worship custom are only in vogue in this lands, what art is passes on the torch, incense and candle Yongsheng.
However, with the development of time, the thing of these inheritance slowly had faded from the memory, keeps the older generations in hometown to follow the past tradition, most new generation struggled in the rented room in big city.
As these older generations also gradually pass away, some custom customs, as if destiny of unavoidable withering away.
Naturally this is not the good and bad issue, is a nihilism concept. The generations on, live do not bring to refuse stubbornly to take away, do they really care are remembered?
When Mei side recovers, thread of conversation that then the forest has: „But, wants that far matter, to be able now too early?”
„, Cannot.”
The forest has calmly is gazing at opposite mother's tombstone, muttered is opening the mouth.
Looks at her disconsolate appearance, Mei side cannot help but asked gently:
„Forest has, you said when...... you most do think mother?”
The forest has holds the knee to squat to sit in the stone steps, looks at the green grass moss of ground.
She fell into the thinking.
„Usually does not think, after all you and summer Yuan always accompany side me.”
„summer Yuan is willing to be the friend with me, shares her toy with me, gives me various small gifts, but also always acts my mother to take care of me...... I to be really good to like and good like her.”
When the forest has regarding the summer reason, then always worships her, likes her.
„This...... that I?”
Mei side smiles, an anticipation expression.
„Your words-”
The forest has thinks, then said earnestly, „you are also very good, after all you can play the game with me.”
„So many years, did you remember this?”
This mindless death girl!
Mei side a conscience by the dog ate the suffering expression.
However at the same time, the forest had was saying to be saying, suddenly became silent.
Long time later, she looks up to the sky.
The paper money night breeze delivers, the setting sun is hidden Yu Qingsong.
The sky by the dark cloud covers at the same time, the forest has also opens the mouth.
„But, except these times......”
On cheeks that the forest has, drop of tears fall gently.
„I have thought mother.”
„Every day thinks.”
Mei side looks silently the forest has complains tearfully own mood.
„Everyone who I know has mother, only then I do not have mother.”
„I want to act like a spoiled brat before mother......”
„Like summer Yuan to Teacher Yu......”
„Like Xiaoya to Auntie Mei......”
„But, only then I do not have mother......”
The forest has is holding the knee, cried suffering.
Probably is because was slightly cried hold/container Xiayuan to confuse the sense, has been together obviously so many years, Mei side then notices-
Originally this is the first time that he saw that the forest has non-stop crying like this.
He moved the body to depend, like treating summer Yuan touches the head that the forest had to comfort her.
The forest has not made the obvious response to the action of plum side, but cries there.
But the plum side can feel slightly, she pasted oneself arm to be nearer by the place.
Has every so often, when the friend comes across the sad matter, does not need saying that any major principle comforts her.
You do not need to tell her, „you have done very well.”
You do not need to tell her, „wrong is others, you not wrong.”
This is the superficial care, the sad person does not care about this.
You are willing to accompany in her side.
You accompany now in her side.
When she most needs you.
Can achieve this point, then has exceeded the countless words.
At this moment, is cloudy the day flash in the pan together the stuffy thunder, then had lightly the light rain.
( This chapter ends)