A Chapter 477 if line outside reason decides the side 28 【Finally chapter on】
Probably in a week about after the seventh night of the seventh lunar month appointment.
After experiencing the seventh night of the seventh lunar month appointment, this week, the forest has not had consciousness sober time.
Never having.
Is difficult to predict that the forest has Mei side of behavior to need the belt/bring the forest now frequently in own side, otherwise she easily will then make the irretrievable matter, therefore Mei Fanglian is very difficult to close the eyes in the evening safely.
In order to look after the forest has brings huge suffering of body and mind, present Mei side already and forest has equally ignorantly, does not know at night, all depends on a protection forest to have during the daytime holds to read is earning a living.
Zhang Ming comes to visit Mei side specially time, had a scare by his thin and pale facial features.
Zhang Ming conducted the acupuncture physical therapy for Mei side , helping under his decocting medicinal herbs clothing/taking.
„This really helped you for the last time, I who should say also said now...... you must do controls the mood, if the sharp fire launched a psychological attack, only if some side people can launch the first aid immediately, otherwise has not really been saved.”
Plum side is drinking the medicine, while place has not been responding to Zhang Ming's words in a soft voice, present he is loud the speech is very as if difficult.
But is like this, he will also look once for a while to the forest that falls asleep in the bedroom has, for fear that she wakes up not in side.
Zhang Ming looks at plum side that thin and pale facial features, then sighed, patted Mei side the shoulder gently, „brothers, you took care.”
„Many thanks, Brothers.”
Packs off shortly after Zhang Ming Mei side received express, express in put jade bracelet, mother Mei Fanghe was sending the bracelet already arrived at the news, made a video phone to Xiaoxia, was given the rejection by Mei side.
The video phone changed into the voice call.
„Albanian...... you, you recently fortunately? For a long time has not telephoned to the family/home, is worried about you very much......”
Mei Fangti the one breath, in the spoken language seemed has vigor some as far as possible, „was all right, I was good.”
„Really didn't need us to help look in the past? Your previous time said that gets sick very much seriously......”
„I alone can look, I do not have to look for the work in any case now anxiously, when her strongly fragrant period passed is good.”
Cannot make mother see and present this appearance.
She will be left by oneself her.
Mei Fangdun, then said in a soft voice:
„Mother, when here I and have finish finally some work, when she gets better, our year ago goes back to hold the wedding, tomorrow will get the card.”

„Tomorrow? What is tomorrow the festival of the fifteenth day of the seventh lunar month you chooses such bad day to get the card to make?”
„Originally is thinks seventh night of the seventh lunar month to get the card, the person who on that day lined up were too many, moreover needs to make an appointment, the big city was quite troublesome a point...... only to select no one to go to the time comparison-”
„That also about days! Festival of the fifteenth day of the seventh lunar month gets the card, the people Z games thinks that your brains are sick! Hurrying revise agreement.”
Mei side was given scolding to Xiaoxia.
„Good good, my revise agreement day...... first did not say and that's the end, I go busily.”
„You also let me and have-”
Mei side has not waited for mother to speak to make the telephone call hurriedly.
Then, the plum convenience coughs fiercely.
He can only insist this degree.
Hū......
Mei Fangzuan in the hand has the age feeling green jade bracelet, after resting a while, then before taking the jade bracelet to arrive at the bed that the forest has, puts on for her cautiously.
The arm that the forest has is very thin and small, but was not well big in the jade bracelet, will not fall off from the arm reluctantly.
Mei side has to the forest wears the sound of jade bracelet to make the forest have the awaking revolutions from the sleep.
She first is the body shakes, then closely grasps firmly Mei side the hand.
In opened eye still empty soulless, in the line of sight of defocusing does not know that can notice existence of plum side.
However the temperature that Mei side the palm transmits makes her feel very relieved.
„Good morning...... good afternoon? Is good night.”
Mei Fangchong Forest has smiles, looks that the forest has lifts to wear that arm of bracelet slowly.
„Before this is , mother complies to give to you, is the grandmother leaves my mother, now also leaves you.”
The forest has not responded to the voice of plum side.
„Has...... and you discusses a matter?”
The forest had to look up Mei side.
„Will our one week did not have, tomorrow go out together is good?”
In Mei side the vision filled with the plea and anticipation.
Therefore the forest has nods gently.
„Gets the card?”
This is the forest has the consciousness slightly to be sober indication.
This also makes side joyful exceptionally, „to right...... goes out for a walk while convenient, window-shops anything-”
„Good.”
Responded to several words happy Mei side to have the forest closely grasps.
But when the forest has already not like being in love is tight to support with Mei side, but is drooping weak the arm.
In her eye does not have the brilliance.
After taking decocting medicinal herbs that Zhang Ming prepared, the plum side this does not go off late controllably calmly and steadily.
Next morning when wakes up the forest has already not in the bedside.
Near the pillow the person cannot give to have a scare Mei side at this matter, he sits sets out to stagger to crawl to get out of bed to look for oneself lover, then saw that the forest has is melting the makeup to the mirror.
„Awoke.”
The forest has to mirror while is leaving the earring, is saying with a smile to mirror in Mei side sweetly: „Awoke washed, I too for a long time made the breakfast...... I not to prepare food to you, how also does not know the craftsmanship now......”
Mei Fangzhan behind, shivers is building the shoulder that the forest that has in the forest has.
„Therefore, you are......”
The forest has builds the plum side to place own hand, said gently:
„Should be depressed period finished, this period of time laborious Albanian-”
Mei side behind closely grasps her who has in the forest.
„Why hugging is so tight......”
„Because the worry is the dream...... is hugged you to hurt like this?”
„Not, not...... with Albanian compares sorely, is really is nothing......”
„I do not believe that you pinch me to try.”
„Does not want, I do not give up.”
„Pinches me, to pinch my one after next-” Mei side coaxes the forest to have in a soft voice, making her face itself, is touching she smooth clear cheeks.
„Really...... can pinch you?”
„Un un! I like being suffered by you!”
„Sore?”
Mei side shakes the head, „is not sore, makes an effort again.”
„Now?”
Mei side shakes the head, „...... is not sore.”
„But I have made an effort very much......”
The forest has is tilting the head said, „we, won't be really having a dream?”
„How is so real possibly to have a dream, feeds-”
Mei side shivers is going forward to grasp the forest to have again.
She dissipated like the mist and dust.
Mei side opens the eye fiercely.
His lover in his bosom.
But is not in the dream that bright eyes good look around appearance.
She in reality, has been gazing at the wall surface to be in a daze.
After noticing the plum side the tears, the forest has then puts out a hand slowly, is scratching the tears of Mei side corner of the eye gently.
Mei side sets out slowly, oneself wiped tears, then has to the forest said: „You first rest a while again, I give you to prepare the breakfast.”
„Un.”
The forest has nods.
Mei side had to the forest made the breakfast, served the forest to have washing, accompanied her to have the breakfast together, helping her make dressing up.
But to went out just before leaving, the forest has suddenly becomes not actually glad, wants the nest on the sofa motionless, how to entrain is not good.
„Yesterday we did not reach an agreement...... get the card together, goes out for a walk while convenient?”
„Does not want.”
The forest has shakes the head, „I do not want to marry you.”
Mei side and forest had spoke many consoling words, but the forest had does not respond Mei side very much stubbornly.
„Good...... you not to go out, we do not go......”
Mei Fangpei the forest has looks met the television, the forest has proposed suddenly wants to play the game.
„What do you want to play? Also is that?”
The forest has nods, „un...... «White Plum Time» good.”
„Can play one?”
The forest has kills the time at home the only way is to keep playing «White Plum Time», this will be in her only eyes will have some honored times.
If she finished playing or Mei side asks her to talk, she will turn into the delay the appearance.
Mei side has the forest like this hugs in the bosom, looks that since she starts to play from the new files, looks that she in the reason reason with game is holding the dialogue repeatedly.
Looks that in the game a face smiles free of evil intention summer Yuan naively, looks in summer Yuan with game also to follow to reveal the rich emotion the forest to have, Mei side cannot bear nose acid suddenly.
Was I is extremely proud.
Perhaps...... from beginning to end, I am not that can save the person.
I could not save her.
If the reason reason, has certainly not to reduce today's like this-
I, can only visit her to crash into the abyss helplessly.
Even if puts together the strength of completely whole body, cannot stop the trend that she destroys.
Mei side the body is shivering gently.
The forest has just like feeling nothing.
Goes through customs again, the forest has the choice is still and summer Yuan in together happyending.
„Why can choose this route to take the result each time? Occasionally can also try with the feeling of love.”
„Because does not like.”
„I dislike me, dislikes compared with anyone.”
The forest has said in a soft voice, „everyone dislikes me, everyone hopes that I do not exist in this world.”
„Feeding...... that to be how possible, I like you.”
„Therefore you will turn into now like this.”
The forest had put down the handle, set out from the plum side. „My rather you dislike me.”
Facing words that incomparably offended somebody a moment ago, she as if feels nothing, but spoke this saying with Mei side.
„Albanian, played a moment ago suddenly saw, I want to eat the potato chip, is of native place explodes the potato chip......”
„Does that go out to buy together?”
„Does not want to go out. You buy for me, or called to go on the line.”
„You thought that I will also keep your one person at home?”
Mei side smiles, „, moreover this goes does not look well, is that type of street stall has.”
„That...... goes out, but we do not get the card.”
The forest has said in a soft voice, „we do not get married, when I died you to look for one is quite good again, like this you were not two marriage, was also good to you.”
„Does not want such incantation you! We reached an agreement did not destroy together......”
Mei side the smile is somewhat bitter and astringent, „how, you are thinking now can abandon me?”
„Because I am the capricious bad woman......” forest have smile mindless, „you elect.”
„Ok, did not say this.”
Mei side has to the forest gently said, „ok, we did go out look for the potato chip to eat?”
„Un......”
As if because is the festival of the fifteenth day of the seventh lunar month relations, obviously is the weekend in the afternoon, on the street as if became lonely.
Mei side and forest had walk along the river bank for a long time, suddenly discovered before , small lane that as if never visited.
„That side has Xiaochi Street, when builds?” The forest has tilts the head curiously.
„Does not know that...... we also were very long had not gone out, outside had the change is also normal.”
The hand that Mei Fangqian the forest has said, „is inferior to us to go to look to look what eats?”
„I only want to eat the potato chip.”
„...... I go to look to you well.”
The present forest seemed to have consciousness to sober some appearances.
Although spoke offends somebody very much, but at least no longer cold violence.
Very good......
The entrance of snack lane builds the voluntary service stall that a duty is interrogating, but in the stall has not seen the doctor, in the stall also suspends is eating the spatial snack box, the doctor who seemingly is responsible for giving free medical treatment is an appearance of super glutton.
Mei side and forest have go from the tunnel, inside passer-by gradually were that many, the street vendors'cries heard along the street was lingering on faintly.
„Here is a bit like the feeling of our native place, you remember that main street in white Mei County?”
„Un, remembers......”
„I was going out to play by the reason marginal zone in childhood frequently, I did not have money at that time, is the reason reason asks me to eat, a especially that small potato chip.”
„Only remembers that window-shops with the reason reason?”
Mei side is frowning to pretend the suffering appearance, „we had also gone last year together.”
„Right?”
The forest has the racket the head, „I only remember that with reason reason that time matter......, that outdoor shop, was doing to explode the potato chip probably!”
Mei side and forest had to buy a potato chip to eat.
„, Same.”
The forest has to shut out saying that „feeling, without delicious of native place.”
„We pass the time period to go home to eat.”
„Could not consider as finished.” The forest had rejected Mei side the proposal, „, even if returns to one's old home, surely did not have childhood delicious.”
„We can do together are eating to have a look, in any case not troublesome-”
At this time, the forest had hits the end of the rainy season side suddenly the words.
„Mei side.”
Two people arrived at the street spacious place together, the distant place is the nearby of river bank dike.
The forest has is holding up the head, smiles is gazing at Mei side.
„Do you hate me?”
Mei side shakes the head „cannot.”
„I hate you.”
Does not know that has not thought the forest has will say unexpectedly, how without thinking to respond is good, Mei side gawked slightly, can only sip the lip to smile the response.
„Un......”
„I had a mortal hatred of you.”
„Sorry.”
„I really regret to meet you very much.”
„......”
„If had not met you to be good initially.”
„Wú......”
„Has not met your words, I definitely cross am better than the present.”
The forest has raised the head to visit already the setting sun that west sinks.
The setting sun like the blood, elongates two people forms infinitely.
„Without meeting your words, I will not at least suffer extreme distress like the present, but will make merry while one can...... happily every day, can live for day is a day, the outbreak goes to the hospital to go crazy-”
The forest had at the back of walks on hand is saying, „then suddenly some day, I will be discovered suddenly died in own rented room, or died on the hospital bed of hospital, then does not need to set up the tombstone to me again, no one came to see me in any case. My bone ash burnt to scatter, un- like this was good, did you feel?”
The forest had this time to be separated by the good distance with Mei side, when she carried passed away to look at the plum side, discovered that he is red the eye socket, the tears is keeping falling following his cheeks.
He cries very sadly.
Looks very sad.
But seems like very sad appearance obviously, he will try hard is not made the sound of sob by himself.
Enduring patiently the sob is being Mei side as the man final stubbornness.
Meanwhile before he also records Zhang Ming sincerely just before leaving, words that told, tried to return to normal own mood.
„Therefore, you do regret now?”
„I sobered am speaking these words.”
„Among us the relations had been in this situation, has not needed to conceal own idea......”
The forest has seems to be enjoying the pleasant sensation of suffering Mei side, she has not gone forward to comfort, but is calmly looks that Mei side bursts into tears, then looks that the plum side wipes tears to continue stubbornly:
„...... Will not regret anything......”
The plum side sorption nose smiles, „I elect......”
„I do not hit the south wall type not turn head, you understand.”
„I thought that our meets, is a very happy matter.”
„At least, to me is such......”
„Before meeting you, I am a person live in Pengcheng.”
„I have thought this whole life had no way the person who met to like.”
„Until met you in that convenience store.”
„Although now is very painful, but I will remember our these happiness.”
„...... It is not for a lifetime right, several lifetime will remember......”
Mei side was saying was saying choked, his voice was not loud, does not know that the forest had to hear clearly.
However no matter she has heard clearly.
The forest had is not that by Mei side the affected girl.
While Mei side cries to tell, the forest had has walked up, stands in Mei side the front.
Her expression relatively is peacefully gentle, on the face is hanging a partly visible happy expression.
She reaches out Mei side, is cancelling Mei side the palm, places own chest his hand.
„Ok, should not be sad, comes out to play rarely, do we look for under the place rest?”
The forest has and plum side ten fingers hands over the buckle, he pulls Mei side to leave the alley, arrived on the bench on coastal dike to sit down.
Setting sun in the western sky at dusk, now the tide of people in dike are getting more and more, the whole families who finished eating the dinner come to take a walk hand in hand.
The children noticed that still had the tear stains plum side to stop to watch curiously, was being urged departure by the Sirs.
The forest has by the shoulder of plum side, calmly looks that the setting sun afterglow falls on their bodies.
Two people no one has opened the mouth, no one has first talked.
The forest has is holding appreciatively the jade bracelet on hand, passes the light to refract back and forth.
Then after playing greasily, she put down the hand, sat on Mei side the body, stared at Mei side to look at each other.
„......”
In the plum side vision has desolately, has exhaustedly, has sadly, has the pain.
But could not see that has the hatred and detesting that to the forest.
The forest has holds Mei side the cheeks, kissed one on his lip gently.
„Albanian.”
The forest has said in a soft voice.
„Sorry.”
„Un......”
The forest has and plum side forehead to the forehead, the tip of the nose is touching the tip of the nose, the vision each other connects.
At this moment, Mei side saw the pupil that finally the forest has had a brilliance.
He shivers grasps the forest to have gently.
The forest had also held in the arms Mei side, embraced him in own bosom.
„Always felt that...... had said with you innumerable sorry.”
„Many time are not related.”
„Un, but this was for the last time .”
The forest has said in a soft voice, „I felt my depressed period has passed.”
„This time depressed period, was too long.”
Mei side felt that had anything to drop in own head.
Tears that has.
„Therefore...... I am having a dream now?”
„What is called ‚’.”
The forest has sobs was saying, „you did have a dream to dream of me to be good last night?”
„Un...... is .”
„Your fond dream to become true.”
The forest has closely is hugging Mei side, „, but also has the possibility, was your pray had the effect-”
Then she then in the ear of plum side in a soft voice twittering:
„Walks...... me and you get the card, now goes.”
„Considered as finished...... was so late, they got off work.”
„Then...... the tomorrow's sleep/felt wakes up on tomorrow, we get the card.”
„Gets the card not to relate......”
„What has not related? You have cared obviously......”
The forest has knocks Mei side the head to teach him, Mei side also revealed exhaustedly, but relieved smile.
Probably was very long has not smiled happily generally.
Then the forest has pulls out the paper goods from the pocket of plum side, wipes away the nasal mucus and tears for him.
Mei side also pulls out a paper goods, has for the forest is wiping tears.
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( This chapter ends)